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February 25, 2005
Orbitz GumAhh... more strange dreams today. This time there was no lesbian kissing though. I was at some place in front of a counter with lots of people and I was in line to get a free t-shirt and hat. When it was my turn the man behind the counter wanted me to travel to Ohio for their company the pay was good so I agreed, not knowing what the company was. They started asking me all kinds of questions and then this man in the way back corner said something with an accent I didn't understand. I looked to the persons at the right and the left of me and they all started talking at once about what his answer was. The man actually asking got quite angry and turned into this weird super stretchy man and leaned all the way accross from the other side and got really close to my face and asked "do you have any Orbitz gum?". Then we went back to discussing things and as it turns out I agreed to travel for a time-share company.
Who wants time shares in Ohio? Ew... I know people, that was entirely boring.
February 24, 2005
sweet dreams are made of this...Kissing girls and the O’Connell’s? I had a strange dream this morning between Nico pouncing and needing my face this morning. I was in the backseat of a car with Sabrina and JP was in the front somewhere. For some reason, Sabs and I started making out in the back seat. After we were done she uttered “Thanks to the O’Connell’s”… hmmm??? I don’t get it… Oh and what a surprise in my dream JP was all happy like a kid in a candy shop and tried to get Erinire involved. How do these bizarre things even formulate?!? What triggers the brain to do such things?
February 22, 2005
YAYAhhh... MirrorMask! Kinda excited about this one!
February 18, 2005
do your partHelp save Toby!!!
I am still in mourning over the heinous death of my phone. I feel as though there is no possible way I can work today. I am counting down the hours until lunch, where I can then see what my options are at the Verizon Store. I am anticipating there will be nothing positive about this trip considering the fact that Verzion will take every advantage of your misfortune to screw you doggy style! I know that there is a $100 credit in my future, but I bet with my luck it is not time yet. I also bet that there will be nothing they could possibly do except fast-talk me into paying more money than I should for some lousy product. They smell weakness and despair… be warned!
On another note, I must say the past few days I have felt myself falling into a very “fuck it” attitude. I sometimes wonder to myself why I am such a quiet human being without being under the influence. It doesn’t make sense to me sometimes. Then, when the situation comes to “break out of the shell” I realize that I really don’t have those capabilities. I somehow lack those skills of small talk. I feel that if I enter a conversation the other parties will have absolutely no interest in what I have to say. Therefore why should I subject myself to being rejected or even worse… ridiculed. I guess that would be why I never approach anyone. I just don’t have the balls to do it. I guess that I am a very, you come to me, kind of person without really meaning to be. I guess that I am what a friend at work would say a “receiver” and not a “giver”.
Hmm… back to work now!
February 15, 2005
I-pod shuffle rocks my worldCan I just tell you how much I love the I-pod shuffle!?! This thing is fantastic. It is light, compact and easy to use. I had the perfect random mix of songs this morning for my ride into work. I had a little bit of everything I like, although I realize that my music selections are either from the mid 90's or sound like they are! I had Marilyn Manson, Garbage, Orbital, Prodigy, Korn, The Killers, Franz Ferdinand, Fisherspooner... I could go on and on! If you are contemplating on getting one, I highly suggest it!
February 14, 2005
young maturity breeds older immaturityI think that as you grow older you loose appreciation for immature fun. I find that as people grow older they tend to frown upon what they deem as irresponsible behavior. In truth, I think there is a part of them that envies it. I bet that a part of them would rather be on that other side of the fence, enjoying themselves without fear of consequence. I know I do. It seems now that I have turned 25 I should be a good responsible adult and that my days of reckless frivolity should be over. I also realize that I have somehow missed the boat on my younger years since I didn’t allow myself to do the things that I do now. I felt that, at the time, it was irresponsible and I would become an immature adult. Well, apparently I was somewhat wrong. Mind you, I am still responsible, just not as much as I was a few years ago. It just seems as if I am making up for lost time in my own right. I know I don’t frown upon people who act slightly immature for their age (although you can take it too far). I guess that there is nothing wrong with that.
February 09, 2005
KabloomSo, it was so nice to wake up this morning to the sounds of birds. It is fantastic. I miss it so much, I don't realize it most of the time. I can't wait to have a house someday with a yard and birds. Keyword there is someday. Today just dragged and dragged. I can't wait to go out tomorrow night. That is when people are most relaxed and funny as hell. Then again, it could also be bad as well. Heh...
February 08, 2005
Jet Set WanderingAhh...away from home yet again. Tonight is one of those boring nights where you end up eating early and staying in. I am bored out of my mind, luckily enough I have free internet YAY! Anyway, my wandering brought me to this lovely lady there is just something about her... she's just hot yo!
