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February 18, 2005

what will today bring me?

I am still in mourning over the heinous death of my phone. I feel as though there is no possible way I can work today. I am counting down the hours until lunch, where I can then see what my options are at the Verizon Store. I am anticipating there will be nothing positive about this trip considering the fact that Verzion will take every advantage of your misfortune to screw you doggy style! I know that there is a $100 credit in my future, but I bet with my luck it is not time yet. I also bet that there will be nothing they could possibly do except fast-talk me into paying more money than I should for some lousy product. They smell weakness and despair… be warned!

On another note, I must say the past few days I have felt myself falling into a very “fuck it” attitude. I sometimes wonder to myself why I am such a quiet human being without being under the influence. It doesn’t make sense to me sometimes. Then, when the situation comes to “break out of the shell” I realize that I really don’t have those capabilities. I somehow lack those skills of small talk. I feel that if I enter a conversation the other parties will have absolutely no interest in what I have to say. Therefore why should I subject myself to being rejected or even worse… ridiculed. I guess that would be why I never approach anyone. I just don’t have the balls to do it. I guess that I am a very, you come to me, kind of person without really meaning to be. I guess that I am what a friend at work would say a “receiver” and not a “giver”.

Hmm… back to work now!

Posted by shannoxx :: 2/18/2005 08:36:00 AM :: 1 Comments: